…there is so many thoughts! There are those concerning job and those concerning this blog, even a few tiny php-thoughts among them (wonder when I get time to chase after those ) There are some financial thought, since this is a heavy bill-month and I can’t survive without dipping into my saving (or I might survive, but it won’t be any fun…) Sent some driving-bill’s to the bishops office today – so I have hope that the money thing will sort itself out in time…

But mostly I think about my adoption, or rather: when will it happen?? Today? Tomorrow? In one month? In four month? I have absolutely no idea, and it’s really eating at me. Not that I’m the first one waiting and not that I didn’t know about this. But, hey, I’m not a patient person when it comes to this. I’ve been “pregnant” since forever it seems.

It’s been two months since my documents arrived in Ethiopia, and that is not a long time when it comes to adoption. But last fall there was this kind of waiting time in the country, now it’s longer, maybe four or six months. But I don’t know and nobody else know either. So I’m told I just have to wait. Ye right! My baby is down there and I want to meet him or her as soon as possible!

Anyway, waiting is hard, but in the end something good will come out of this waiting – that’s a comfort! (It was not as easy to think this when I first started this process several years ago – then it seemed kind of hopeless, but times changes, thank God!)

Thanks for listening, I’m so glad for not being alone with my thoughts
Now I’ll go and eat some ice cream