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I’m back! After a trip with a lot of feelings and memories I’m back home; and now a little boy is sleeping in his bed upstairs. I’m so happy and also a little bit tired after the journey - got here late yesterday night. Today has been a quiet day, the first one with only us two. It has been a good day 
My son is absolutely wonderful, when he smiles my world light up. He is funny and charming, most of the time. Earlier in his life he has been cared for, fed and given warmth, so now he is able to receive love and give it back. Did I tell he is wonderful?? 
And off course, he’s not always smiling, he throws things when he get angry and pinch me when he want’s to protest, he screams loudly when he doesn’t get his way. But still: wonderful!